Why Am I So Sad?

Just like most people, I trashed Anna Nicole Smith left and right. I probably have said in the past that she was going to OD eventually. Yesterday morning I even said terrible things about her being a pill popper and freak. So….why am I so sad? People die everyday. People die for our country everyday. I don’t understand why it feels like a relative died? Is this wrong? I’m obviously not alone, because I’ve received hundreds of e-mails from you guys mourning Anna and several TV stations are devoting hours and hours to her. Yes, this is a tragedy…but tragedies happen every single day.

I do feel very guilty that I feel this way over Anna Nicole Smith, but I don’t feel this way when I turn on CNN and see how many soldiers are dying in wars. I simply change the channel and move on, but Anna Nicole dies and my eyes and ears are glued to the TV and I’m scouring the internet for any piece of information I can find. Why don’t I feel this way over things that really matter?

Maybe it’s the scandal of it all? Anyway, there’s more rant. It’s not meant to mean anything. I know it sounds kind of sick, but methinks this is the way Anna would want to go. Still young and still beautiful…a legend.

Anyways, let the hours and hours of Anna Nicole Smith coverage continue. One last question? Where’s SUGARPIE??????