Sinead O'Connor Would Like Your Suicide Tips!

Who knows, the society much express terms to curb live beyond the foam pattern to. GHD Straighteners Provisions public information is not enough, also rules should include public information officer division of labor and official photos, even light regulation published photos not yet, GHD Hair Straighteners also rules photos must be clear, can't play Mosaic. GHD This is JianZhang institution mean? If this is the, the country's chapter and system, which should be improved to the point?

"So if u don't like 'the difficult brown'.. Don't apply... " - 8/26/11 Post

HOLY SHIT!! I must have missed that episode! I sssoooo didn't get the caption contest win for "A difficult brownstone" until now.

*dies**

~~~~~~~~
I will give you twenty-four hours to deliver that witch to me or I will personally eat, fuck and kill all three of you.

I feel her...lately I have been going through the same thing..my fuzzy bears are they only ones keeping me trucking...no meds..just trying to make it without offing myself...life is hard...and fame makes it worse.

Submitted by TrashyWilma on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 8:56am.
Another reason I'm glad I got off Effexor over a year ago: look what SSRIs do to your body.
-----------------------------
that shit will fuck.you.up.trust.
especially if you have mania issues.

someone mentioned that she needed to get out of ireland and get a good psychiatrist and i couldnt agree more. she owes it to her kids to try and help herself. by posting this shit, all she's doing is looking like a complete asshole.

-----------------------------------------
A baby's first words should not be: "DEATH DON'T TAKE ME NOW!!!" - MK

Submitted by Stoney on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 5:29pm.
She should kill herself simply for using "u" intead of "you" in such serious circumstances. I mean, REALLY.
**************************************

I kinda hafta agree wif dis...

**********************************
Sorry, Roger, you are tiger now...

She should kill herself simply for using "u" intead of "you" in such serious circumstances. I mean, REALLY.

_____________________________________________
"Let s/he who is without sin, cast the first Stoney."

Submitted by rotten_egg on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 12:05am.
_Submitted by Tigerlilly on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 5:50pm.
***************************************

Nah, it was just a general response. I guess I remembered your example...
I just think people who claim to care about people especially their loved ones should look beyond the burden they may face when that person loses his/her battle with the grim reaper no matter how it happens...Of course, those who are partially, mostly or entirely to blame can't do that...It would shatter the illusion. We will ALL leave behind burden.

**********************************
Sorry, Roger, you are tiger now...

Jana: I can't remember if it was your comment, but someone posted a story about a guy who commited suicide and left family and a nearly bankrupt company and that the sister had to struggle to put everything right.. sort of. Anyway, when I read that, I sad "yup, that's what I was talking about". If it wasn't you, sorry.

**************
-"I am not about to deal with unstable people" - HEART ANGELINA.

Submitted by dementa on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 6:58pm.

And while usually I sympathize with depressed/mentally ill people, she's been such a vile bigoted famewhore that I don't give a shit.
______________

*Applauds* You have succinctly captured my exact feelings about her. People like Ms. O'C are the reason why I have little regard for the political spatterings of random celebrities. She has the audacity to act like a high & mighty know-it-all and tear people to shreds, literally and figuratively, when she can't even keep her own sh*t together. Some authority. *eyeroll*

Like others say, spare us the melodramz & put it into song.

@Hotmami - Sinead IS vile, but not as vile as your stepmother. It is tragic that you had to go through that. I applaud you for surviving and becoming a beautiful, compassionate person. I hope you know by now that her kind of dismissive, cold behavior is NOT normal and NOT acceptible - ever.

There's an old saying: "Friends are the family you choose for yourself." I'm glad to see that you have so many friends who care deeply for you, present part included. ((hugs))

---
WORDS MEAN NOTHING, fashion speaks volumes. -MK

Wow, this is really fucked up of the psychiatrist to make her feel that way and she needs to find a decent one NOW.

A LOT of people will not agree with me, but I fully support assisted suicide weather you are terminally ill or severly depressed. Some people are just not happy in their lives and there is no other solution to their hurting even with medications & seeing a psychiatrist. But Sinead has children so that makes things more complicated, if her quality of life and her childrens quality of life is not the best it can be, and everyone in her family that is old enough to understand, they would most likely agree there is no other way for her. I personally know people that just are not happy souls and no amount of help with meds or doctors is going to make them live a happy, normal life until they are no longer suffering. She needs to first start with getting the fuck out of Ireland, and most definately get a new psychiatrist that will not judge her about her sexual liasons as long as she keeps her children out of the loop.

Submitted by becky n sydney on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 12:05am.

Lol...thank you. I got away with only one email before I went to bed. Next time I will check OP :)

Another reason I'm glad I got off Effexor over a year ago: look what SSRIs do to your body.

Manic depressive with suicidal tendencies: does she really CARE what people say if she goes to a psychiatrist?
And if you do Sinead - GET OVER IT and go, your children and your life depend on it!

I hope MK posts something new, because I'm starting to wish Sinéad offs herself.

Downton Abbey, Season 2 (ITV 1)

@ownedbycat

I come from a really repressed and conservative culture as well, where people think your are weird and yes, wasteful for even seeking psychiatric help. So I kinda get what she's saying.

I enjoyed reading your post. It was quite insightful, please post more. And you know your star trek. I'm a Firefly gal myself. Don't let me get started on that, then I'll start to feel depressed again.

Oh yeah, fuck twitter.

*****************************************************

"I'm so over Sookie and her precious fairy vagina and her unbelievably stupid name! Fuck Sookie!" - Vampire Badass Pamela Swynford De Beaufort.

Submitted by rotten_egg on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 12:05am.
--------------------------------------------------
oh no, dear, your comment was registered and I understood where it came from.

On a final note on this topic, I think talking or expressing yourself is a good thing. But when you've lost your marbles like that, seek professional help and support before taking your raving looniness on twitter. Then do what you do best like put it in a song, like Tori Amos. Now that is one bitch I respect and feel.

**************************************************
www.theanimalrescuesite.com - Click everyday to help animals in shelters

I guess she went on Oprah a long time ago and said she was bipolar and had attempted suicide years ago.

She probably can't move due to the various baby daddys/ex-husbands/custody arrangements for the minor children.

I don't think she's crazy, she's depressed and possibly bipolar. The meds have caused the weight gain. Her man advertisement was funny.

If you hate Ireland so much, MOVE. seriously how hard is that solution

Submitted by PrincessTiiaammii on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 4:25am.

I don't want to tip her over the edge, but I thought that picture was Susan Boyle....

"""""""""""""""""""""""""""
Bwahahaha!!!

I don't want to tip her over the edge, but I thought that picture was Susan Boyle....

*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*¬*
I don't like you, but if I did I'd tell you that hair was a mistake

The fuck....Weren't we all here once? Didn't we all feel like this bitch? And then feel better and live? What is the big deal about what she said? We all think of simple solutions to our problems and then weigh the pros and cons. When I'm stressed and overwhelmed at the call center that is my job I think of my daughter and I keep on. Her problem is she shared her inner thoughts with the world, typical celeb. Fuck Twitter.

==============================
"Bitch, you've had too much Paltrow in your life." - MK

Submitted by 18thCenturyFox on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 2:05pm.

I love that so many DListers jumped on the insensitive bitch who complained about the suicidal person on the bridge who held up traffic but are being total cunts about this. So what if it's a cry for attention? If she needs help isn't this what she should do VS killing herself? What a bunch of asshattery.

♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠♠

Thanks, 18thCenturyFox. I was thinking along the same lines.

It sort of burns my biscuits that people are so quick to wish death upon her (even in this very thread) or be so bizarrely hostile. She obviously has some "issues", to put it mildly. I don't think depression or suicide, or someone with a shaky foundation are particularly funny. I don't get the vitriol being spewed out over this. If it were a cry for attention, it's good that her cry was noticed and someone acted. Surely, no one can hate or resent her so much that they wish her death? If she's "off her rocker", then obviously she's going to rant and behave in strange ways. You can't slag off someone for being mentally unbalanced and threatening suicide.

She's had a truly fucked up life growing up. I get that people dislike her. I don't get that people dislike simply because she's a "celebrity" and is prone to being odd. She has mental issues she needs to work on. People claiming that she should "know better" than to write such things and let them be publicly seen - well, mentally ill people do shit like that. Better for her to be honest and still with us that silent about it and taking her own life.

Anyway, sorry for the long rant. I give as much shit to celebrities on this site as anyone else. I just don't wish any of them death.

I use humor to diffuse heavy situations. Plus sometimes my mind just likes to wrap itself up in a nice toilet paper/smegma/condom blanket and keep itself warm.

So I read this stuff about sex type things being verboten, and I think back to "Star Trek." Hopefully that's where one normally goes when thinking of verboten sex things.

And I wonder why can't we be like the Deltans (on the ST:The Motion Picture commentary, it is explained that Lieutenant Ilia and other Deltans like her treat sex as we humans treat a handshake) or the Orians (Green chicks) who will fuck anything that isn't nailed down.

Depression is a bitch. It really truly is. And I am no psychologist/psychiatrist. There is definitely a chemical/biological side to that bitch. But I have to wonder if the non-biological aspects of depression are somehow tied to the societal mores regarding sex? I mean, how easy is it to keep a smile on your face when everything and everyone is telling you that you are "weird?"

Didn't want to bum anyone out too much. PLEASE go back to your regularly scheduled shenanigans.

Submitted by becky n sydney on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 12:12am.

@Johnnysgirl

{{hugs}} You've had a tough day. :(
------------------------------------------------

Thanks dear. It is only just now starting to sink in that we will never see him again. I compartmentalized it all week (had to, started a new job for the first time in a YEAR).

Actually, I should probably not be on the D right now - I better attend to Johnny (knew him longest). I better go.

Hugs and love to all. See you later <3

Submitted by johnnysgirl on Sun, 09/18/2011 - 12:07am.

that's just rough, johnnysgirl.

...i don't even know what to type.

that's just rough...

best wishes

-----------------------------
"I could listen to a babbling brook,
and hear a song that I could understand.
I keep wishing it could be that way.
Because my world would be a Wonderland."

@Johnnysgirl

{{hugs}} You've had a tough day. :(

Submitted by caprica six on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 10:24pm.

FIGHT IT ALL AND FUCK ERRYONE! Rip shit up over and over, I don't care. Just fking love some aspect of yourself and you'll find the point and purpose. That is all.
----------------------------------------------------

YES YES YES!

I heart you :D

hugs and love to hotmami and everyone else

Goddammit. I JUST GOT BACK from a memorial for a friend who committed suicide, and I came here to DListed to read some ridiculous celeb gossip to escape and wait for the Ibu to relieve my crying-induced headache, and THIS. Fuck.

If this bitch commits suicide, I'm gonna be really pissed, just like I'm pissed - as well as sad - about my friend.

I agree with her that it's shit to be labeled crazy if you talk about your dark thoughts. Probably a lot of people don't share their darkest feelings for fear of being stigmatized, so they don't get help - like what happened to my friend. I had no idea it ewas that bad for him, I wish he had talked about it more.

Goddammit. Fuck.

Submitted by PinkTransAm on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 11:53pm.
So...a just wondering question. If you are drunk. And your phone is broke, but your computer is just fine. Does this mean that it is fate to HAVE YOU email all of your ex boyfriends, or guys you like, a random What's up? email in the middle of the night?

""""""""""""""""""""""""""""
Not just fate - it's in the rule book that you HAVE to email all of them, and use as many expletives as is humanly possible. And don't forget to dredge up any past arguments, regardless of how trivial. They all count.
This may even be law in some states. (As in, drunken state, stoned state, just really pissed off state...)

If you're bored, PinkTransAm, there's a bunch of us over on the OP shooting the shit. You're welcome to join in. :)

_Submitted by Tigerlilly on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 5:50pm.

Word. If anything suicide is selfLESS because people who do it have lost all love for themselves to the point where our most primal instinct, SURVIVAL is not strong enough to combat the self loathing it would take to off yourSELF...but never mind that....Oh no, in your anatural misery, you didn't take time to tidy up your apartment and create a will before committing the most unnatural act known to nature????? Tsk...tsk...So selfish. Now the people who drove you to it have to sort it out. Cry me a river."

Aww, shucks. Seems like you are talking about my comment, with the will creating and apartment cleaning part. Well, I never said suicide was selfish. Read back. I said people are free to sink their ship or sail through the waters of life. One is always free to choose wich way to go, but also responsible for one's actions.. even if one dies by choice. Suicide is a personal decision and I'm not judging that, what I think is fucked up is to leave a mess so your loved ones have to pay for it, let it be abandoned small children, a peny-less household, homeless family, monetary messes, etc. If I ever develop a cancer with no cure or any degenerative ailment, that's what I would do. Leave this life at my own terms, but making sure everything is in order so nobody ends fucked up by my actions. Not all those who have suicide tendencies or whatever it's called, have shitty relatives or shitty lives. I know some who's life experiences are more on the normal side but are prone to be drama queens. Of course, I'm not saying everyone is the same.

Jana pretty much expanded what I was thinking about, unintentionally.

**************
-"I am not about to deal with unstable people" - HEART ANGELINA.

So...a just wondering question. If you are drunk. And your phone is broke, but your computer is just fine. Does this mean that it is fate to HAVE YOU email all of your ex boyfriends, or guys you like, a random What's up? email in the middle of the night?

Ugh. How does it go from being so obnoxious in the first part, to being reasonable in the second part? I guess I wallow in and exaggerate my own misery at times, too, so I can't really throw shade.

Nevermind.

Hotmami, it's terrible to hear your stepmother would be so heartless. I guess some people really can't empathize, and therefore don't understand. I'm sorry.

One of my uncles recently committed suicide, leaving behind children and a wife (the circumstances behind his motivation are somewhat dubious, but that's another point altogether). It's actually a little comforting that my dad's family continued to speak of him as kindly as they did. I never heard anything that sounded like accusations for his "selfishness." Leaving people behind in that kind of situation, though, is still pretty rough.

@Hotmami

Kudos to you for rising above a really rotten childhood and for being a warm and compassionate human being in spite of the odds. *would gladly give any amount of euros to slap Hotmami's mom silly*

@undinespragg

I hope there is solace in knowing that you are not alone. Keep the faith, for the sake of yourself and for your kids. Any time now your mailman is going to show up with a box of authentic Dutch happy vibes.

@Sandbitch

You are, of course, correct in saying that we are just another animal species. These details are easily overlooked when one is phrasing 'primal' thoughts into another language. I hope my analogy stands though.

---------------------------------------------------------

Who are you calling silly cow?

Submitted by Hotmami on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 8:30pm.
I'm going to share this story so I can maybe clarify why I feel that people shouldn't place all the blame on the victim.

--------

That was really brave of you to share that story. And I am sorry for all that you had to endure, very sorry.

But I don't think it's fair to place blame on the people the victim leaves behind, either. I know in your case your "parents" were heartless assholes, no doubt. And you have every right to be angry with them.

It just makes me upset, from personal experience, when people place blame on the closest people to the victim. Sometimes people don't know, or there is nothing you can do to stop that person.

Sinead put it all into music. With that voice and solitude you'll bring tears to butterflies.

Submitted by Hotmami on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 8:30pm.
I'm going to share this story so I can maybe clarify why I feel that people shouldn't place all the blame on the victim...

"""""""""""""""""""""""""
*bear hugs Hotmami until her ribs start to make scary cracking noises*

You know that I love you. ♥

More importantly, Sinead love, is that hair. Now, my mom cut my hair (also under the premise of Catholicism, control, domination and whatever else junk) at 7, or some shit, like yours. But, gotta break free. Break free. Thus, it pains me to see you are rocking the unconditioned-bowl-flip-tortured-childhood-hair in the adult years. FIGHT IT ALL AND FUCK ERRYONE! Rip shit up over and over, I don't care. Just fking love some aspect of yourself and you'll find the point and purpose. That is all.

_____
Crazy Heart, "Weary Kind", Jeff Bridges - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8monRJzzvU
Dre,Eminem, Skylar - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VA770wpLX-Q&ob=av3e
Halo2 "Heretic; Hero"

What is so wrong about thinking our existence is pointless bullshit and wanting to be out of it and back into the bliss of pure nothingness we were in before our stupid mindless parents fucked one night and thrust us into this nightmare?

Twitter is a horrible thing, but good on you Sinead, putting the fundamental question out there despite yourself. This is a good day for philosophy.

****
"End well: this isn't going to." - MK

Submitted by Hotmami on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 8:30pm.

I know your post was hours ago, but I'm sending you positive vibes anyway. I'm sorry you had to go through that and am glad you are in a better place now. It reminds me of the book Ordinary People where the mother was mad that the son got blood on her towels when he tried to kill himself.

I was the bubbly happy silly girl (still am) who no one could believe had a serious depression problem. I would lock myself in my room after school and sob or engage in really self-destructive behavior, but out in public I put on a happy face. In retrospect, I just wanted someone to acknowledge my pain or actually see that I was hurting.

I still have dark times, but I also recognize when it's getting bad so I can attempt to pull myself out of it. If I can't do it myself, then I hit the doctor up for something until I can make it through. There are people who care and want to help. That was a big lesson for me.

All I need is a guitar, a vintage thunderbird, a beach maybe some shoes...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a1pDASsaklM

Submitted by Hotmami on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 8:30pm.

"I was extremely adept (and still am to this day) at hiding what was going on inside, at least to people's faces. You know how they say that the funniest, happiest people sometimes have something amiss emotionally."

=======

*hugs* and thanks for sharing that. I have never made a suicide attempt, but have struggled with suicidal feelings a lot. Only a few people who know me would ever guess because you do put on this mask, where you are the "happy" person.

When I first consulted with an attorney about my divorce, I voiced concerns that my ex would try to use my mental health history as leverage (He didn't BTW. Even he is smart enough to know he is not cut out to be a single dad, even though he is a good father.) and she was ignorant enough to say "You're depressed? But you're so cheerful and engaging!" Idiot.

RE: being a parent and depressed/suicidal.

Ok, so I am a parent, as you guys know. I would say becoming a parent helped me stop resenting my fucked up parents because I realized that parents cannot be perfect however hard they try.

Also, I am not sure I would be as good of a person as I am without my daughter to think of. I am so thankful that I had her! Most of my family was v. WTF? when I had a kid--I guess they didn't see that in me. But, I'm very devoted to my kid, and I'm sure I'll make/have made mistakes, and I'm still depressed, but the moments of happiness I've had involve my daughter.

Tonight we played board games all night. You know what I would've been doing without her? I'd probably be killing a couple bottles of wine. If I'd based my decision to become a mother on my mental health history, things would've turned out differently.

Now, one of my biggest fears is that she will inherit my depression. But if she does, I will just do everything I can to support her and let her know I love her.

I will say, though, every woman should make the decision to be a mom and not feel pressured, having children is not the point of a woman's life, so if you don't want to be a mom, then that's great, don't be one. I say, women don't even need a reason!

Ok, that was my rant, and definitely not what I expected to be commenting when I popped into this thread!

BIG HUG to Hotmami. I am so sorry you went through that.

Except I would like to say FUCK THAT to it being a sin. I'm not catholic, and don't believe that fuckery. Of course, you hurt everybody around you, but I still support people's right to choose when to end their lives. IDK, it just makes sense to me. You get to make all kinds of fucked up choices about your life, why not when to end it?

You all know my brand of crazy here at the D, and I sort of love her for saying that shit, even though I hadn't given her much thought EVER in my life. It's like my thoughts are coming out of her tweet/blog. (Although I would never tweet that shit, and would probably keep it to myself were I famous.) *sigh*

You're welcome Mudturtle and thank YOU! Graduate school is in a way just like a long race - you make up your mind that no matter what you will cover the distance, and you keep moving towards it, however slowly or quickly.

"Cracking" (Suzanne Vega)

It's a one time thing
It just happens
A lot
Walk with me
And we will see
What we have got
Ah...

My footsteps are ticking
Like water dripping from a tree
Walking a harline
And stepping very carefully
Ah...

My heart is broken
It is worn out at the knees
Hearing muffled
Seeing blind
Soon it will hit the Deep Freeze

And something is cracking
I don't know where
Ice on the sidewalk
Brittle branches
In the air

The sun
Is blinding
Dizzy golden, dancing green
Through the park in the afternoon
Wondering where the hell
I have been
Ah...

For Sinead. (SINEAD SLORE, I KNOW YOU READ DLISTED, STOP PLAYING AND POST HERE W/ YOUR ISSUES LIKE WE ALL DO, YOU BEAUTIFUL SLUT UGH).... "Lost" via Scottish bagpipes and shit - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHj0etrp4hY

Goddamn, get it together for the kids (and us random sluts who praised your sex post, damn).
_____
Crazy Heart, "Weary Kind", Jeff Bridges - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8monRJzzvU
Dre,Eminem, Skylar - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VA770wpLX-Q&ob=av3e
Halo2 "Heretic; Hero"