In her new autobiography, Pushed to the Limit, Jordan talks about the night where she took drugs behind Peter Andre’s back and thought she was dying! Jordan wouldn’t say the drug she used, but said she was going through major postpartum depression and needed a quick fix.
She wrote, “I’m so ashamed of what happened next. After I’d taken it I thought, ‘This feels good’ and I took some more. But then the drug took over. My heart seemed to be racing fast, I felt hot and I began to panic. Oh my God, had I overdosed? Was I going to die?” Jordan said she was afraid to tell Peter Andre, because he’s anti-drugs. She finally had to tell him, because she thought she was about to begin her journey to hell. Peter flipped out and told her he was going to leave her. They called the doctor and he told Jordan everything was going to be alright. He told her she’s still a crack whore, but she will live to see another day.
After the doctor left Peter told her, “You’re going to be an unfit mother and I can’t be around you. I’m taking Junior!” Jordan stormed out of their house in tears, got into her car and said she contemplated killing herself. “I seriously thought, ‘Shall I end it all now? Drive into this wall and kill myself?’” She should have listened to herself.
Drama queens. Peter is probably always looking for an out. Every night he goes to bed dreaming of the day he can leave Jordan, move to Australia and star in a drag show there. He has the moves for it.
Jordan’s drug story reminds me of the first time I did drugs. I thought I was going to die and everyone around me was laughing at my ass! They were high too and told me shit like, “You’re already dead. You have no soul! AHAHAHA. You stupid bitch, you will never die.” That’s not what you need to hear when your heart is racing and your mouth is drier than Paris Hilton’s pussy.
Source: News of the World